Our western world is quite focused on teaching us external things, such as how to go out and earn this diploma and that job, and get that dream house and vacation. We were taught at a young age, that there are levels, and some of us are “better” than others.  In school we were judged, and our inner value oftentimes was based on a letter in the alphabet.  Eventually, most of us stopped playing those fun artistic games we enjoyed as a child, and learned to become part of “the real world” having to prove ourselves worthy. Soon the world became a much more serious place and there were expectations and more important roles placed on us. We were taught to be tough and that it is not always safe to show others how we really feel. Somehow now, as adults, we are left, wondering why when we open our mouth to express our singing voice, (which is directly connected to our feelings and emotions,) we feel vulnerable and exposed. Could it possibly be that it has something to do with the fact that we were never taught how to feel safe in our inner world, because when we sing, we’re having to share something from inside of us and bring it into the outer world that judges and doesn’t want to know how we really feel. And where on earth does one practice how to feel safe expressing how we really feel? Acting class? Possibly – but many choose to hide behind their characters. When we sing, because singing is sustained pitch, we prolong our vibration and actually send out a signal that is easier for others to interpret, than if we were speaking. This is why it’s so easy for people to judge singers – when even those judges have no training. When we speak, our words can fool people, but singing is deeply connected to the energy of our soul, and energy never lies. Therefore to sing is the most vulnerable of all art forms – if one does not understand their inner world.

What if understanding my chakras, or my inner world, could help me feel more connected as a person, and in turn, I could sing from an empowered place?

Do you remember when you were little and you would sing at the top of your lungs and just enjoyed the sound of your voice? Your inner world was free and had no wounds yet. Your chakras were balanced and beaming as you allowed yourself to just be YOU!

WHAT ARE CHAKRAS?

We have chakras all over our body, but most of us stop seeing them after infant hood. Chakras are the name we give for the energy, or electrical life force which expresses our internal world.  The word chakra means “wheel or disc” and although we have many, I will be sharing with you a brief overview of the seven major chakras and how they relate to singing.  When balanced and in alignment, each of these “wheels of light” spin clockwise and are known to radiate different colors. My third-eye was surprisingly opened by a Chi-Kung Healer in 1997.  That experience in itself could be a novel as it lasted intensely for three days of me being able to see EVERYTHING in every soul.  Since I do not have time to elaborate in this article, I will say, however, that this powerful experience led me to later research more about the chakras and opened my eyes to understanding my inner-world.  Learning about chakras helped me heal my deep personal issues which included:

• feeling emotionally drained after people unloaded on me
• feeling very sensitive to other people’s energy
• being a complete empath, even while watching movies
• not having a solid sense of my personal identity
• feeling like no one really understood me
• intuitively knowing how other people felt about themselves… but I took it personally
• having my voice change depending who I was around
• having unresolved deep seated grief and pain surrounding my birth and adoption
• feeling like an outcast
• knowing I wanted to do something great, but not knowing where to start. (I was overwhelmed with all my gifts and most of the time, felt like I was on the verge of tears.)

Outwardly, I was in complete denial. I thought I was happy, and that I had a few issues and
that I was dealing with them.  However, as soon as I was triggered, I would downward spiral and all of my issues would come up.  Sometimes singing triggered my issues! I could hide it fairly well, but it resulted in a very awkward feeling for myself and everyone around me.

My soul ached to heal the world, but internally, I was the one who needed the healing.  Singing was an outlet for me, and I had accomplished a lot in my career, but I did not feel 100% safe in my own voice and it was inconsistent. Deep down I wondered if it was some sort of fluke that I had been so successful as a singer. “Maybe all those people are delusional and somehow I found a way to trick them,”  I wondered, yet in contrast, if anyone said anything negative about my voice, it stung so deeply I couldn’t even handle it. What I know now, but did not know then, was that each of the issues I had were related to my “inner world” (chakras) which got tapped into when I sang.  The authentic power behind my voice related to how I felt about myself and how I saw the world.  In contrast, part of why expressing our voice can feel so good is because it actually helps move energy through our “inner world” and makes it audible in the outer world:  a very deep, yet empowering process, if done with the right kind of tools. Sadly, most people don’t have the tools. I didn’t.  I actually didn’t see much of a connection with chakras and singing at all before 2007.  I had read Louise Hay’s, “You Can Heal Your Life” and knew each of the 7 chakras corresponded to specific psychological components and also vowel sounds, but I had never personally experienced the power of actual vowels in my body.  What I had experienced move through my body was attributed to the power of singing in Church, where I could feel completely free and express through my soul. I did not connect this to chakras at all nor did I have any reason to, even after my third eye opened.

HOW I DISCOVERED MY CORE VOCAL POWER 

In 2007, I experienced something that changed my life forever. Laying alone in the Cancer Unit of a dark, musty hospital room, (yes, they thought I was dying of cancer) after three solid days of darkness, pain, and pure physical, emotional and spiritual hell, (we won’t go into detail, but I was very ill) I was in for something I had no idea would eventually empower me.  If the intense suffering I had already endured wasn’t enough, following this, I nearly died from doctors making a major error during a simple endoscopy.  I refused the surgery initially because I had a bad feeling about it, but when I became too weak to resist, I gave in. During the procedure, they nicked my bowel and had to open me to repair this, and also bruised my intestines in the process. I was left with 36 staples and an 8 inch scar along my stomach.  I had weighed a mere 100 lbs.  I had very little muscle function and had to learn how to walk, eat, breathe (build back my lung capacity) and pretty much do everything again, including sing. Again – this experience could be made into a movie, but I’m going to attempt to condense.

I was listening to Eckhart Tolle’s, “The Power of Now” and “New Earth” at the time and really wanting to just heal already so I could get back to teaching and earn a living. If there was something I needed to learn, I wanted to learn it.  My mother had helped me for 1 week after leaving the hospital and had to return home. Doctors said 6-8 months to heal. I was alone.

One day I was sitting on my meditation couch.  I sighed, wondering how I was going to get  through this. Then, for whatever reason, I remembered that chakra guy on my wall with all the different vowel sounds along the spine.  Up to this point, I never really taught resonating that often, as part of my system, but for some reason, the “ooo” popped out in my mind.  I  imagined an orange light in my belly, where it hurt, and I said “ooooooo”.  Suddenly, the strangest sensation occurred!  I instantly felt my little belly vibrate in such a way that it just WOKE UP!  While I sang “ooooo”, the little cells in that area felt like they were just shaking like popcorn on a stove, exploding into something new! (I don’t really know of another way to describe it, but it was awesome!) I could feel my stagnant lower abdomen coming ALIVE  AGAIN!  Apparently, when we’re sick, our body responds even more dramatically to vibration than when we are well.  I suddenly realized that I was not a lone and there was a world of cells in my body that were invested in working for me, and connected to my thoughts about them and also, the SOUND I made!  So I did it again. “ooooo.” This time it wasn’t as dramatic, but I felt it.  I felt the power of my VOICE within my body.  Even though I was very tired, somehow it gave me energy, so I did more. I started experimenting with ascending vowels and sustained vowels, mostly “ooooo” and “oh” and my body just LOVED IT!  It wasn’t long before I discovered “mmmmmmm” had a way of buzzing all the way up and down my spine. It was as if I was giving my organs an inner massage. (Through research, I later found out that they have scientifically proven that resonating does indeed massage the inner organs and releases a gas called nitric oxide, which is a natural anti- depressant!  Months later, Dr. Oz himself stated this very thing on Oprah!)  This self-healing journey through vocal resonating, amongst other methods which included visualization, meditation, listening to my body with love, and self-management soon became the foundation for my creation of C.O.R.E. Vocal Power® and even led to some of the resonating tracks found in my CORE VOCAL POWER DELUXE BUNDLE!  Within 2 weeks of arriving home, I was teaching voice again!  It only took three weeks for me to get on a bicycle and ride with my dog Febi!  In less than  six months I was holding vocal empowerment workshops and filming.  Of course I wasn’t feeling 100%, but I knew I would be.  I listened to my body and honored it. When I was tired, I rested. I remember there were times I was teaching and my staples were still in my stomach and poking out of my belly and it hurt! I would laugh and go “ooooo” either out loud or silently in my mind, and send that area of my body a healing.  I kept thinking optimistically: “If some woman with breast cancer in The Secret laughed her cancer away, I don’t see why I can’t heal a few staples and bruised intestines.” The universe seemed to send the right kind of helpers while things were still realigning, shifting and healing.

I share my story, because it taught me something that can benefit everyone. Before my experience, I did not know how to handle my “inner world.” I was walking around like a wounded child in an adult’s body. When I started to learn about the chakras and how they are just as real as my fingers typing this article, I was able to find a way to heal myself, by coming to terms with what I felt inside.

HEALED BY MY VOICE

When we sing, we have to come to terms with what we feel inside, because we’re letting it out. If we’re not “in alignment” then it’s not going to be a positive experience for us. Unlike sports, such as tennis, which involves the coordination of my body connected to a tennis racket, hitting a ball (all outward – not as risky), singing requires the coordination of my mind and inner thoughts connected to my feelings sending energy through my vocal folds out into the world.  Therefore, if I have any deep seated “issues” they will most certainly be expressed out into the world when I sing. This feels much more risky because it’s connected to my soul.

In order to feel safe as a singer and heal my body, I was able to benefit from practicing these 3 things:

1. My 4x4x8 breathing to clear my mind

2. Setting daily goals

3. Resonating (sustaining notes beginning with “mmm” and then vowels focused on each
chakra.  I practiced becoming strong in each vowel and center of my body.

As a vocal coach, I wanted to learn everything about the throat chakra, but what I came to  discover over time, was that each of the chakras were connected to my voice.  A great realization I had after I healed from my operation, that before, there was something deep within me that felt ignored and wounded no matter what kind of “affirmation” I told myself. My soul wanted me to prove that I loved it – even more than I loved everything else I spent time on. Sitting quietly and breathing love into my Heart before I did anything else, healed this wound for me and helped me create a deeper relationship with myself.  This was something no one else could give me.  From there, feeding my heart evolved into breathing into the chakra that needed the most attention, and letting my “issues” arise for me, as I resonated.  Once they did, I could face them and let them go.  Healing from my operation made me STOP and look after myself.  Through this, I became more confident and Self -EMPOWERED.

CHAKRA AWARENESS FOR SINGERS

Performers undergo a lot of stress. They’re expected to perform sometimes under very extraneous circumstances, and it’s no surprise that the majority of well-known singers end up having nervous breakdowns or getting ill at some point in their career.  Our society has failed to teach us how to stop and just center.  When we do this, we avoid many of the most common illnesses, which are all related to stress.  The following exercises will be of even greater benefit to you, if you have awareness about the body’s different energy centers.   Scientists are now just discovering what Ancient healers knew all along: that the frequencies of each of these centers is significantly correlated to the health and well being of the organs associated with each center. There are 7 main centers – each of them about the size of an orange, in your body that are connected to specific organs.  When the energy in all of these centers is balanced, the body feels energized, and healthy. When a center is blocked or depleted over a period of time, the next stage is physical illness. The good news is, you can easily help restore balance in each of your centers and avoid physical illness, just by focusing your attention in the appropriate center and breathing using the techniques I’m about to describe. Does it sound a little too simple?  Try it out and find out for yourself.  You’ve got absolutely nothing to lose!

Over the past several years, I’ve had students who practice these techniques regularly report benefits which include: regulating blood pressure, regulating the heart, reduced stress, better sleep, increased alertness, stamina, energy, and clarity. These exercises are not meant to diagnose or treat any illness.  If you have a medical concern, please see your practitioner.